Day 5: Resistance
I was supposed to paint all day. I was supposed to finish a painting and start on another project, instead I procrastinated. I booked readings and dallied online. I pulled cards, sent out a mailing list, and went back and forth from strokes of paint to tapping keys. This is what happens when all your deadlines tumble into two weeks.
My mom called me a few days ago and told me I was burning the candle at both ends and that I need to calm down. I told her that was silly. Well a few days in and I can barely concentrate. Listen to your Mothers children.
It’s 12:30 a.m. and I’m just beginning to get the detail work on the piece done. I’m writing this blog from a caffeine infused high and a strawberry sugar rush. Trying to beat the crash is where I’m at. At least Saturn is out of retrograde.
I’ve been sleeping with Eshu in my bed to give me dreams. Last night I slept with rose quartz under my pillow. For the first time I know exactly what I want in life. I’m also seeing my weaknesses. These are easily remedied but with all things with easy remedies, actually doing those things is the hard part.
Tonight I’m going to cleanse and regroup, do a little grounding. Earlier today I pulled an animal card for myself. I chose Armadillo - Boundries. I’ve been taking on too much and not having enough time. Perhaps today was a blessing in disguise. A bit of running off the path in order to get back on track.
Sleep:
6 hours
Dream:
I was at a book fair and doing freelance work for Barnes & Noble. They gave me a B&N tag that said I worked for the company. I told them I was a freelancer.
Body:
Water, coffee, strawberries
Art:
Painting
Mood:
Like the moths have taken over.
Oracle:
Animal Card: Buffalo (R) - Ask Great Spirit for help when needed. You cannot receive abundance if your fists are tight & arms are crossed.
Oddities:
None really
Business:
Sent out mailing list
Painted
Book recommendation in the Atlantic Wire
Booked readings
Loaned some pictures for a mock up book cover
I heard this song in the cafe and it reminded me of how much I love Vincent Gallo’s Buffalo 66.
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