“Hold back the edges of your gown, Ladies, we are going through hell.” ― William Carlos Williams
“It’s good to get out of the house.” I tell myself this every single day. I say this because deep in me I have this need to never stop working. It’s a part of having an addictive personality. Where some people put their addictions, in drugs, health, or relationships, I have transferred mine into work.
I’m having brunch with Gala Darling and I know already I’m going to fall deeply in love with our conversations. Gala is one of those people I know I should spend more time with. We discuss star signs, career, transitions, and a mutual love Francesca Lia Block and bands of the 1990’s. These little outings and meetings provide me with the inspiration and energy to move forward.
Of course the moment I get home I’m depressed. It’s hot in my house and I’m feeling panicked about money, life, trips, and people. It’s also feeling incredibly magic. There’s something about summer that really brings out that fairytale vibe. So let me imagine myself under a large gnarled tree, the ground covered in moss, and a large crescent moon hovering above. The air scented with summer lilies. I think about this for a good couple of hours as I lay on my bed all fans pointing inward.
My client messages me to tell me she’s heading to her house. I pick up and leave.I bring along a book as I accidentally washed my ipod in a load of laundry a few weeks ago. Just my luck I jump on the wrong train. I’m going to be half an hour late. When I get to her house we talk for a bit. I like to have people relax before I read them.
Once again this is a time of transition. The choices we make now will lead us to where we’ll be in a few months from now and maybe even a year. The universe has a much different concept of time than we do.
I’m sucking so hard at dreams
A bit of painting a bit of blogging
Back and forth
I’m always getting the Tower or the Wheel of Fortune
Shadows everywhere and a weird feeling in my gut
Painted and sketched
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